What a year it has been.

Personal good:  Still married, all three of us are happy, still have a roof and a car and food.  All that basic necessity stuff.

Personal bad:  Three jobs this year.  Discovered the world of massive and constant panic attacks.  Worked for others far more than I did for myself.

Let me explain that last one.

One of the goals for this site was to get me noticed.  I wanted, and still want, to write for a living.  At this point I love selling on eBay so much that I would settle for writing and selling for a living, but the writing still has to be there.  I feel I have been close to breaking through at various times, but then life would happen.  Not that I regret things like getting married and having a child.  But there was also a lot of build up…