Everyday it’s like this haha. Wouldn’t trade it for anything.
Ever have one of those days that wouldn’t end and nothing would go right? My day started of fine, woke up and made the kids breakfast. Then my ex came over to take the kids for the day (there’s a story/rant that’s goes with that. But I’ll save that for another time.) So after they left, I started moving their room or their stuff I should say into my room. Then I moved my stuff into their room. Or I can just say we’re trading rooms lol.
Seemed like a easy project… Right? No lol. I didn’t take into account for ALL THE TOYS! So that added another 40 minutes to the project and I still had to clean the carpets. But I ran out of time and had to go to work. Kinda felt bad for the cat, his normal sleeping spot was moved, food was moved as well. Beds everywhere, toys everywhere, everything is changing lol. He spent most of the day under the couch lol.
Once I got to work, that’s where the ”snow ball effect” kicked in. One mistake after another…. Luckily enough I was able to fix them all, just mad at myself because I kept doing it lol. NOOB mistakes too! After all that, I realized I still have all that unfinished work at home to do… So tired lol
So tired! But I can’t go to sleep…… Its 4am…. AM! I’ve read 6 books already and working on seven. Aside note: there will a number of book reviews coming up on here and my goodreads profile.
I have nothing to do tomorrow aside from work. The kids (hobbits I like to call them) are at grandma’s place till Sunday. Maybe its just too quite, that’s why I can’t sleep….. Oh well.
Of you guys find time, you should check out Jack 1939. Its an interesting read.
So many changes are happening in my life. At times it feels a little overwhelming, I find myself asking a lot of questions. Questions like,”Am I doing the right things?”, “Can I better myself?” I guess the past week I been having some “self doubt” so to speak. Being a single parent is full of worry, I just want to do right by my kids. I know Lilly loves going to school and she is learning so much. It’s funny the other day her and I were talking back and forth about her day what her plains were haha.. She is 5 by the way haha. That’s when I realized that she is starting to come into her own. It’s so funny to watch both her and Jax (little brother) interact with each other.
I guess other big stress is money.. I guess that’s a lot of people’s problem now a days. God I’ve made so many changes in my life when it comes to spending money. Do I need it or want it? Finding cheaper deals, downgrading my life. I will not give up my internet HAHA. Did away with cable and I find myself not missing it.. Most of my shows I can find on Netflix or Hulu. Besides I find myself watching web show more and more, like Geek and Sundry. I’ve also started reading more, I got hooked on goodreads.com and books have become a new drug for me haha.
Personal life is on the up tho. We’ve know each other for a few years now and things just clicked this year. She has helped me out with my personal issues and I have helped out with her’s. Ever have that little moment when you look at someone and you can see your life with them? Well that is what I had with her… She makes me feel whole again, beyond happy. I really think if things keep going the way they do, she could be the one to bring everything together for me. I must say I was a little jaded from my last relationship, trust was something that had died about a years ago. But she broke through all my walls and I love her and trust her fully. I’ve always liked her, now it’s so much more now. She is an amazing woman and I couldn’t ask for anything more!
I know this post is a little out of place on this blog.. But I realized I don’t have a personal blog, so this will become my own personal everyday/what I find interesting blog haha.
Thank you for reading!!